~My Sunshine~

The sun has begun to set & I hang up the smile I've worn all day. Though I will make sure it is the first thing I put back on in the morning b'coz just in case it is 'that day',I want him too C me at my very best.

I do the normal routine, eat dinner, clean the house, write-the usual stuff.....And then I lay down hoping to fall asleep quickly so my new day will hurry up & arrrive. A new day with a brand new sun.

BY:- Anieta Pokhrel

But as i lay there I think about him. And sometimes I smile & sometimes it will turn into a snicker,& then into a burst of laughter......And then there are times I get that lump in my throat & that tight feeling in my chest & sometimes that feelings overwhelms me & begins to turn into a tear & often that tear multiplus itself & I can no longer fight the feeling & I lose the battle.

Then somehow through either joy or sadness I drift& find myself asleep.When I awake its with sun xcitement! B'coz I tell myself this could be the day that every other day has led up to & the first day of the rest of my life. I quiclky dawn my smile......Then I look out the window though I know its dawn,but still to confirm I've been given an other chance ti find him.

And there it is..........the sun,even when its cloudy; I still see it. And it smiles at me & I say "thank you" & I smile back..

Then I ask myself, "is this the day?"And the excitement rushes over me again. And then I ask myself,"where's it going to be?"

May be it'll be at the water fountain I'll find him & much more than my thirst will be quenched.

May be it'll be at the grocery store, while I'm picking fruit & he'll show me the difference between fresh & spoiled he'll bring out the simplest beauties in everything.

May be today will be the day when my angel brings an item up to cash register without its price tag. And as I wait with all the frustrated people who are in such a hurry about their busy lives,I will find myself with such blessed time. Just enough time to start a conversation with this beautiful vision standing behind me that I might not otherwise would have noticed.

Will today be the day I say "Thank you GOD!" Thank you for the sun, which begun my new day. Thank you for granting me the faith that I would find him this day. Above all thank you for me not having to ever wait on another sunrise b'coz whoever I want to see it,I will look at him & there it shall always be,in his eyez. He is my sunshine, my dawn, my new day....♥♥♥♥